A Love Zombie

It's difficult to alter now of how deep I feel,
Because you're in my heart, set forever in a seal.
Maybe I should've precaution myself of the deal
That would overturn my dreams from what's real.
And thought the repercussions before I let myself to your reveal.
I should've hauled the feel before it became a zeal.
Now the thoughts that you don't at all care draws me ill.
Maybe now, I'll never from this dreadful pain ever heal.

It's impossible now, I can't even make it look artificial,
And the pain that i hold onto, kills me everyday in serial.
But still I continue to survive though placed with lots of curtail.
I've tried best but have failed to break the walls of your jail.
The imprisonment of my heart into yours has got no bail.
I may refuse to show at times but there's never a denial,
Maybe a reason why I'll wait for you forever here along these rail.
But without your presence, I'll never start to sail,
For I love you with your every minute detail.

I'll never accept to fall into the defeat.
For you're the reason, my heart skips a beat.
"I Love You", like a broken record, I'll continue to repeat,
But I'm thankful that along my journey, I met you at least.

The Un-sheltered Lonesomeness

There has been times when it felt,
Like I was left to rot all by myself.
But now I know I stood for a purpose.
And the purpose was to make you feel,
The way it felt when one gets loved unconditionally.

I don't know of how long I may stand this,
But the blue moon day is sure to glitter upon me
Someday and somehow on this very place.
And I know that I am just being a lone dreamer,
Dreaming for snowfall in this very bright summer.

Hope has perched my soul with the hardest grip,
That I just can't let off this feeling so easily now.
So, I'm going to wait here till the very end,
Here in this place for now and the days on
Till the very last ash turns out of me.